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4 years baby and I still miss you everyday, your little brother is growing so big, I sometimes wonder does he take after you :) he will be 1 in 2 days
my precious little girl you blessed us with your baby brother Jack Robert on the 25th Sept 2006, thank you sweetie continue to watch over himfrom above and keep him safe from harm love you forever my first born baby girl
I forgot to tell you you have an new brother/sister due in Oct 2006, I am now 16 1/2 weeks pg and all is great will know on the 19th May, if you have a little sister or brother watch over us sweetheart well darling as you know your new brother joined you at 10 weeks gestation. Nov 05
my four angels may you revell in the delights of heaven missing you all
Sweet heart today is 2 years since you left this earthly world, for the delights of heaven, I miss you each and every day. I feel like my heart will break without you. But this week your daddy and I were blessed to find out I am carrying you baby brother/sister, a gift from above perhaps sweetheart. I will forever hold you in my heart till we meet again watch over me. Love Mummy
Mothers day is coming up soon and yet again I am a mummy with no earthly angel, you were sadly joined by yet another angel sibling in March, 3 presious angels but none on this earth. loving you forever each day is a lesson in how to live without you, in my heart I know you are with God and in peace. But deep down I wish you were here, so I could watch you grow, to hear you laughter to see you smile to touch your face would be heaven on earth for me. Loving you always my precious angel kisses mummy
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Katy, your birthday wasn't as hard as I had anticipated I know you are in a place away from pain and sorrow "How very softly you tiptoed into my world. Almost silently, only a moment you stayed. But what an imprint your footsteps have left upon my heart."
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Katy, I can not beleive it will be a year tomorrow since you were born. where do the days go. your grandmum and Aunty remembered you, by sending me some beautiful flowers.
If tears could build a stairway and memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to Heaven to bring you home again.
No farewell words were spoken, no time to say goodbye,
You were gone before I knew it, and only God knows why.
My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow,
What it meant to lose you no one will ever know.
~Anonymous
************************************************* Mother's day was so hard sweetheart
Am I Not A Mother? by Gail Fasolo
Am I not a mother On this Mother's Day?
I had a baby, but she's gone.
Death took her away.
Hopes and dreams have vanished a happy time turned cold.
My motherhood-where is it now? Gone? Or put on hold?
Am I not a mother even though my child died?
Does anyone know my heartbreak or the anguish felt inside?
Special gifts and flowers but who'll remember me?
As I stand and shed some tears at your graveside where I'll be.
Mother's Day-so painful but I will make it through.
Yes, I am a mother! but God takes care of you.
loving you forever my sweet Katy Rose
My little star, shine bright.
FLY Lyrics:
Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this mem'ry bittersweet Until we meet
Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath,
don't shed a tear Your heart is pure,
your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget
Fly, fly little wing Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light
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HANDPRINTS IN HEAVEN
Do they make handprints in heaven, In a snow-white plaster mold?
Do they capture tiny fingers That I barely got to hold?
Do they keep locks of hair in heaven,
That first small golden curl; I never got to brush or comb Upon my angel girl?
Will they write down when she starts to walk,
And post it in a book;
So I can see the cloud-lined path Of every step she took?
Do they keep baby’s shoes in heaven, And have them cast in bronze?
The strings forever laced together Like our mother-daughter bonds.
Will they keep my baby safe and warm, And soothe her every cry?
All these things and more are on the list
Of wishes that I make For my newborn now above,
My rose God had to take.
Do they grant wishes up in heaven?
May she comfort me from above,
And may her arms grow big enough
To hold her mother’s love.
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WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME.
When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me, as much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me, I know you miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand;
And said my place was ready, in heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye,
For my life had not long started, and I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for, so much to learn and do,
It seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the times to come, the good one's and the bad,
I thought of all the love we'd share,
it made me feel so sad.
If I could spend just one day, or even a little while,
I'd tell you how I love you, and I'd show you my big smile.
But then I fully realised, that this could never be,
For emptiness and memories, would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow, I thought of you, a
nd when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through Heaven's gates, I felt so much at home,
When God looked down and smiled at me, upon his golden throne. "This is eternity he said, and all I've promised you,
Today for life on earth is passed, but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last,
And since each day's the same day, there's no longing for the past.
My child you was to special, I had to set you free,
So won't you take loving hand, and share my life with me?"
So when tomorrow starts without me,
mummy don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me, I'm right here, in your heart.
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